sacrificial obedience

Sometimes I have impromptu weeping about...life...but it makes me feel better because at least I'm getting it out. I tend to be bubbled up with emotions on a pretty regular basis. They aren't always bad emotions. Just...emotions. And lots of em. Right now I'm facing realities that God has put before me and I don't really know what He's doing but I suppose that's not really for me to know, now is it. What if you had to leave everything you once knew and no longer care for yourself. What if I don't want to get uncomfortable. At least I have friends that I can spill my mess onto and they don't mind and they speak wisdom to me. Taylor told me we're really not on this earth to be comfortable and we really wont have the capability to love others who we were called to love and serve if we don't first fall in love with God. I'm processing a lot these days.

after the storm.

There will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.
Where love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.
Get over your hill and see what you find there
with grace in your heart
and flowers in your hair.

That's why I hold with all I have.


M&S

Sooo..

If you're friends with my brother [or your not] you should follow his blog cause he just made one and he's a good writer alrighty goodbye. http://posiconi.blogspot.com/2011/01/ninety-five.html

Au revoir a ma copine

I'm sipping on vanilla soy milk and Whitney is gone for good. I would like to say my milk is cold, but it's become room temperature. I wish for all of my friends' hearts to be at peace, but that's not reality and we knew this day would come. I wish I could comfort you but your heart is torn into itty bitty pieces and you know it's going to take a while to put it back together. And I don't even know who will put it back together, for that matter, but I'll always be your friend and I love you like a brother. Laughter and cheer is the way to go, if you ask me. Shameless stories left me in tears. They say laughter is the best medicine and I have no choice but to believe them.

one word.

insomnia.

brb, gonna go try out for a zombie movie.

My going-away present to Whitney Lane

 

so random

VOGUE 2010

I found this on Joseph Gordon-Levitt's tumblr and thought it was so cool -- the covers of every Vogue issue of 2010, from every country, laid on top of each other. It's sort of funny how the cover of Vogue is always so glamorous, so prestigious. And yet here they are, all laid together, into one luminous blob. It's a really neat project and a great idea though. I've always loved Vogue. <3